a quitter never says no

"setia pada yang satu pah.."

ouch. menusuk qalbu ayat ni. you know, im the kind that hardly reject any quests of help, esp when it comes in close proximity to what i am good at.

bukan taknak setia, tapi..

tak pandai menolak :'(

"pah awak busy tak ? boleh tolong buat bla bla bla?"

"pah mantap lah awak buat bla bla bla, boleh tolong  buat bla bla bla tak?"

"pah kalau busy takpa taw. tapi nak mintak tolong bla bla bla ni bla bla bla "

rasanya im too attached to malay's custom (i know im stereotyping) of being so nice and so kind, berkias2 berbasabasi, ber double meaning , hoping that people will automatically grasp the underlying truth.

but it never work for me, most of the time, leaving me trapped with more things to be completed, but no extra time given. hm.

"eh takpe busy2 pun insyaAllah ada masa. "

"eh tak busy boleh2"

"insyaAllah tapi lepas finals pah eh"
"insyaAllah ada masa untuk kerja dakwah :) " (ni bunyi poyo kan? huhu)

i hardly find myself "eh busy la sorryyy" 

kenapa eh? susahnya nak cakap dengan orang 

"hey nak tolong tapi banyak kerja sendiri tak tersiap lagi ni heyyy"

kenapa eh? eh eh? 

sebab..

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, kalau kamu membela (agama) Allah nescaya Allah membela kamu (untuk mencapai kemenangan) dan meneguhkan tapak pendirian kamu. "

47:7

bila teringat ayat ni, automatically i will feel that i have all the time in the world to help these people. sekali lagi nak quote :

"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya.."

2:286

kan?

next summer balik nak ***** boleh? :p