benar, mati itu dekat

hari semalam adalah sejarah,
hari esok belum tentu milik kita..

i skyped with her two days ago,
she didnt mention at all about her brother,
who was that sick,
hence,
little did i know,
on his well-being,
and the next thing i know,

"salam nor, pak uda meninggal pagi tadi, lepas zohor ni kebumi.." -abah-

al-fatihah.

9 months away frm home,
and i lost my uncle,
how can i stand not to go back for all four years?
tapi mama tak bagi :'(
being so far away frm home,
i miss too many things.

all the happy moments with family,
and all the sad stories,
the laughters,
the tears,
the get-togethers,
and of course,
i miss the transition of my lil brothers,
left them when they were still cute kiddos,
and by the time i get back,
they are all grown upp.. :'(

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..amin..