daddy's little girl

that was one of the weirdest dream.
ever.
of him.
rindu sgt abah nampaknya ni..

merajuk dengan abah.
he looked around for me.
nak pujuk katanya..

i used to be daddy's lil girl,
but time flies,
as i grew older,
hes getting firmer on me,
"abah ank pergi situ boleh?"
"TAKBOLEH"
"abah nak pegi sini boleh?"
"NO"

lama-lama,
i decided to only ask permissions to do things from my mom,
"KENAPE TAK TANYA ABAH DULU NAK PEGI NI?"
"tadi dah tanya mama, mama ok je.." *sayu dalam hati*

but deep inside,
only He knows how much,
i want to be daddy's little girl again..

dulu masa sekolah,
i was always the one to get on the stage for various awards,
and he almost never fail to be there to witness my success,
i wonder did these little successes in life,
made him proud of myself.

and today,
being so far away from him,
i just miss him.

Allah, peliharalah keduanya jauhhhh lebih baik sepertimana mereka menjagaku ketika kecil dan masihh menjagaku hingga kini..
Aaaamiiinn...

haritu kirim untuk abah baju ni kat kawan balik Malaysia
suruh pos ke rumah
tak letak message ape pun
biarlah hati kami sahaja yang berbicara
Allah Maha Mengetahui
segala isi hatiku
andai kutulis message pun kat baju ni,
it would mean nothing compared to what i feel deep inside..

i am and will always be daddy's little girl :')