im officially a sophomore !

alhamdulillahh. last day of summer classes at pennstate was full of barakah..
with the heavy downpour  rain of blessings,
i feel blessed on that very day!

ended cal 2 exam with non-stop tahmid thanking Him for making things easy for me,
the exam ended at 8.40, which was 20 mins after the iftar, and the lecturer emailed the result at 1 am.
pantas tak?
yeayyy alhamdulillahhh passed another calculuss! ^_^
bring it on baby! :p



Mike the mailman asked me :
"are you the same like the lady wearing hijab yesterday? she says she is fasting for the whole month!"
"oh yes i am! but we do get to eat when the sun sets till it rises back again tho. hehe"
"i see i see.. why do you fast? dont you feel hungry and thirsty? and yet you re so tiny, never gonna grow up anymore. you are only 17 !"
"err. i am 20 btw. well, we fast as a symbol of faith.. "
"oh yes now that makes more sense to me!"
"i am glad!"



and the day of the revision for marketing was quite dull. maybe cause i was nervous for it coz it was the final, plus the adrenaline rush for the driver's test at 1 pm. and so we played jeopardy again ! yeayy! hilang mengantuk from burning the midnight oil. hehe. so i unintentionally answered few questions, one was worth 1000 points (the best offered) and the other was 800, and few other 600s kot. so the groupmates cheered for me when we got those questions right. siap high five lagi with the girl. seronok la rasa. but , hey i love risky quests, so i tried to answer this one question worth a thousand, when every one else dared not to answer, and yea, got it wrong. the girl from my group,
"oh SYARIFAHHHHHHHHHH!" . haha. well i played the game just for the sake of revising, not thinking to win big but to study. maybe because if that intention, we won eventually. and the lecturer offered an ice cream treat at the creamery.. oh man. puasa lah. hehe

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those were all notes from last week, bits and pieces put together :)

this week, things are changing drastically, for me.
having to miss Mike and Eric and their warm morning wishes,
struggling with packing stuffs to move out.
sayang kan ada rumah but cannot enter. hm.
pastu dapat lesen tak sampai seminggu, dah dapat ticket. tak perasan pun ada ticket kat cermin tu. smpai ada makcik tegur. lol. kalau tak, smpai ke sudah ticket tu dok berganda2. huhu

but hey the plus point is,
having those juniors to make my day,
"kak pah kak pahh kak pahhh" hee comel :p
camni rupanya rasa punya anak yang ramai,
penat mengurusin ke sana ke mari,
di hantar ke sana ke situ,
mengurusin id nya, bank card nya,
telefonnya,
waduh capekk sekali,
kecapekannya itu sehingga menelan nafsu tidur.
hanya ikhlas yang ku pinta on top of all , amin !

kadang-kadang, manusia itu punya limit dalam berbuat baik kepada yang lainnya,
begitu juga aku,
tapi aku yakin, aku yang mengawal diri aku,
aku punya kuasa menentukan limitasi aku sendiri,
jadi aku pilih,
untuk terus redha,
hingga ke hujung nyawa,
walau kadang dalam hati terasa diperkecilkan,
walau air mata menitis cheaper than a penny,
in the end,
Allah is always there,
watching me standing strong :)

betul, dulu kita tidak menerima layanan semanja itu,
tapi kalau itu yang mampu kita beri kepada yang baru,
apa salahnya menggembirakan mereka,
siapa tahu,
kegembiraan itu akan bercambah sehingga ke tok nenek mereka yang jauh nun di sana,
:)