masih.

bermusafir. mencari mardhatillah :) it has been :

18 days since i left my room in the dormitories of pennstate.
18 days since i last stepped on the land of state college.
18 days of jama' and qasar.
18 days of less than enough shampoo of bubbles.
18 days of busy days and lack of muntij sleep (which is unnecessary!) .
18 days of mingling around with people from dievrsified background.
18 days of extreme uncertainties..
and on on on..
18 days of holding on to these bags of life needs.

wonder y my name is there? because my mama insist! she was about to write the full address  there. hihi. rindu mama :')

and now im in philadelphia, a city full of the blacks. some are nice blacks. and some are just the typical blacks you see in the movie. the blacks. and what am i? not even white. i can say.. im .. im.. ? i dont know whats my color. it really isnt a matter though. cause in the eye of Allah, no matter how white or how black we are, we are still sent down here in this word to be His slaves, to worship Him, to spread His words of wisdom, to follow His messenger and on on on.

errr. didnt plan to update now, but yea, the yearning to type something brought me here. thinking of sharing the golds and diamonds and gems and more golds of knowledge i ve collected and will still be coleecting during this journey once i settle back in pennstate. but yea, i can bet i ll forget most of the points by that time. hmm. never mind. will see what i have to share through out this 3 weeks of break.

kullu 'am wa antum bikhair! :')

ma'assalamah!

life is always about uncertainties ,

but death is the undisputed ending,

for sure!

bersediakah kamu?